TANGLED VIBES

..and an Unedited Scribbling from a dairy page .... They were introduced by chance & not by choice. He fell for her, everybody knew, including her! She too, developed feelings for him but never spoke because he had nothing in him she wanted in her life-partner. It was silence bond between them; they liked bumping into each other eyes but cannot accept the fact that they love each other. It wasn’t that the boy didn’t take the initial, the moment he did it was soon overtaken by the some reason still unknown to him. He still has feelings for her but now it is there with the thousand knots. They say Love is much more than the ego boundary and they never get over their ego. He is still moving but now he is living a life dissected between his mind and heart.  "Everything is Fair  in Love and War " it no longer seems to be true to him. Have it been the case he should not have been hurt by her step and now he understood why people say so" After someone Hurt you Relation...

Have I ever told you I always hear your Footstep in my silence Or whenever I am alone  Day after day I am falling more for you No matter how far you go whatever you do I will be here  Waiting for you that forever too... Have I ever told you I want to see you that for forever  As I can't take my eyes of you No matter how much I try And that's true No matter whatever it takes Or how many times my heart breaks Because even falling for you It feels as if I am flying I will be here Waiting for you That forever too..

Its been ten year  Since the last time I felt  That pain Pain of rubbing ashes on my chest Ashes of my dear Indians Ashes of the believes " UNITY IN DIVERSITY " Of all those Millions Who's life changed that day Loved one lost ! killed! Left away. Those were the things I heard about Read about but never ,ever  Thought realized about long before that day. It's been so long When I walked far far away from the streets  That was screamed in red Blood And now even after ten year These thoughts agitate me  Such that I almost forget myself here Either I am dead , or my watch has stopped Its been ten year Since the last time I cried And now there is nothing Which I can feel, Nor anthing which I can fear  Even my tears have dried Its been ten year and now I have walked far far away  P S :-  The photo above is clicked during the Godhra riots in 2002 . 

  I just want to go back to the time  which was so prime where I was creator in my own whims  When Every night I used to sleep in my mother lap covered with her drape I just want to go back to the time where In the world of Toys I used to find my Ultimate Joys when sitting on the father shoulder seems the greatest height of the world I just want to go back to the time when the greatest story teller was only my grand mother when dream only meant flying airplane  and being bird When Aim was just to reach The sun When desire was Just to have some stars in my pocket I just want to go back to the time  which was so prime where I was creator in my own whims  P.S -  All of us have moments in our childhood where we come alive for the first time. And we go back to those moments and think, This is when I became myself.  

Have you ever been awake the whole night for someone watching the sky turn light blue and then seen the Rising Sun ? Which One Burns Brighter ?? I have heard ‘ LOVE BURNS BRIGHTER THAN SUNSHINE ‘ The Soothing Heavy Dose of Atmosphere can drench you in Deep Thought even after the Sleepless Night The Color of the Dawn Or the Twilight Period When You feel you are Alive Again and You Forget The World That you Knew ... But You can't Forgot Someone ... The Glowing Sun can make you Blink .. But As many times as you Blink you will Think of Someone .. and Whisper " Oh darling I wish You Were Here " .. SO Which One Burns Brighter ?? I have heard ‘  LOVE BURNS BRIGHTER THAN SUNSHINE  ‘  P.S :- Images were Clicked By Me :-)

Image Credit : Internet Every time your fleeting eye Touches me With a beautiful arc of your smile I loose a bit of me To you i don't know why its so i don't know How to keep it low But Everytime I see your beautiful  Face full of grace I get a new Flower to keep it in my life vase I don't know what is right I don't know what is wrong I don't know where we belong All I know is I'm here Standing alone Tangled between the line of your Smile Tangled in Forget-me-not of your eye Come and Untangle me now Image credit : Internet Come and Untangle me now Thou I am here far off from your place But Its you who have filled all my vaccant space  Its You where my every thoughts lead back to I don't know As if I'm chasing after you All I know is I'm here Standing alone Tangled between the line of your Smile Tangled in Forget-me-not of your eye Come and Untangle me now I don't know Why Even after draw...

He never understood why she wanted him to propose her if she was going to say no. was it because she wanted the  mere satisfaction of being wanted and loved by someone or the pleasure of  denying  him something he wanted so desperately? Either case he was hurt…hurt to the core, He watched her leave… slowly fading into the ghostly night. The sound of traffic and hawkers on the street had faded into oblivion.. he couldn’t hear anything or in fact feel anything…he stood there watching her  turn around the corner… she was walking like the satisfied kid who just got someone beaten up…. He didn’t know how long he stood there or what he thought during the whole time. His legs started to wobble and he came out of the world where he had been utterly hurt. Physical pain have the ability to move you into action and that’s what so good about them, they do not trap you into the act of helplessness or give you chance to feel good about it. It hurts and hurts like hell. And ...