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Come And Untangle me Now

Image Credit : Internet Every time your fleeting eye Touches me With a beautiful arc of your smile I loose a bit of me To you i don't know why its so i don't know How to keep it low But Everytime I see your beautiful  Face full of grace I get a new Flower to keep it in my life vase I don't know what is right I don't know what is wrong I don't know where we belong All I know is I'm here Standing alone Tangled between the line of your Smile Tangled in Forget-me-not of your eye Come and Untangle me now Image credit : Internet Come and Untangle me now Thou I am here far off from your place But Its you who have filled all my vaccant space  Its You where my every thoughts lead back to I don't know As if I'm chasing after you All I know is I'm here Standing alone Tangled between the line of your Smile Tangled in Forget-me-not of your eye Come and Untangle me now I don't know Why Even after draw

The Proposal

He never understood why she wanted him to propose her if she was going to say no. was it because she wanted the  mere satisfaction of being wanted and loved by someone or the pleasure of  denying  him something he wanted so desperately? Either case he was hurt…hurt to the core, He watched her leave… slowly fading into the ghostly night. The sound of traffic and hawkers on the street had faded into oblivion.. he couldn’t hear anything or in fact feel anything…he stood there watching her  turn around the corner… she was walking like the satisfied kid who just got someone beaten up…. He didn’t know how long he stood there or what he thought during the whole time. His legs started to wobble and he came out of the world where he had been utterly hurt. Physical pain have the ability to move you into action and that’s what so good about them, they do not trap you into the act of helplessness or give you chance to feel good about it. It hurts and hurts like hell. And if you act wisely i


Picture credit : Internet Before the inception of feelings or before your arrival in my life I was like time and tide,waiting for none  my life was moving like a molten sapphire , where i was a creator in my own whims.. But now all i want to stay by your side.. like an air which you breathe every moment every second  together .. facing the harsh sun ..  sometime trying to be your shade .. But here I stand Everyday Imagining your silhouette  breathing a new leash of life When Sunbeams wake you  in the morning, When Moon coolness take you into endless dream, Tied in the shackles of these moments, Every moments I am with you on this journey Watching you from a distance But desire is to stay with you "All i want to be dowsed in the same drop  that has touched you so dearly " but being on the another twig  I could  never touch you once  So here I stand Treasuring  all these wetting silky moments Into a golden ring of memory  So here I stand Nu

What Should I Call You ?

What should I call you ? An air blow or a water flow? An imagination of purity or simply a reality ? What should I call you? A smile that my lips wear or a fragrance that always kiss away my Tear What should I call you? The strongest glue With whom now my every feelings had stick too Or the " Sapphire Blue " Of my Life What Should I Call You? An immature thought or a finest dream which I have bought. What should I call you ? An strangest friend, whom god has send. What should I call you? A RAINBOW of my life  or a rhythm of my heart An appreciable soft toy or my life joy ? What should I call you ?..

Our Social Identity == Unproductive Society !

" Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice." ~-Steve Jobs’ A phrase that struck right into my heart after I read it . It wasn't that I read such thought for the first time. From time to time so many so-called high profiled people whom society have accepted have given the same message to us and every message can be briefed in a simple four word "Do What you Love " but what got me in a state of thought that .... 'Do everyone really mean these message' ?.. Does it just means Do what you love.. ?... At this point your answer will be a definitely a big YES ! but 'Do society really mean it'?. Some of you might be thinking where the hell society came into picture when it is about me doing what I love to do .Resolution is not something we  get, It's Som


Picture credit : Internet  खिड़की खोला तो देखा बाहर रिमझिम बारिस हो रही थी तो सोचा क्यू ना आज कुछ बूँदों को हाथो मै समेत लू क्यू ना आज फिर काग़ज़ की नाव Picture Credit : Internet इस धार मै बहा लू क्यू ना एक बार फिर उस बचपन को जी लू वो बचपन जो बस अब एक एहसास है वो एहसास जो अब इतना खास है जब भी छुआ है इसने मुझको हर बार बस एक नमी भरी मुस्कान है P:S :- The first Hindi Poem I wrote and despite of so many error and flaws i am shamelessly Publishing it :) 

Guest Post : I NEED YOU .. !!

When I feel low I dont want it to show Coz I know U love me!! But my silence will act as a poison Which is slow I need u.... Always.... When I am alone I need ur hand on my head Which will give me a support to lead Really I need u... When somebody hurts me Its u who console me I need u... When no one is with me M incomplete without u At every turns n twist of life Happy n sad moments When i'm low When i'm alone Everyday,everynight....each n every moment I need u... I NEED U...MOM!!! Post written by : Manali Kashyap She is pursuing her in civil engineering from Kalinga Institute of Industrial Technology. She is a very nice conversationalist and someone I love talking to. She is unequivocally the most “cranky” person I have met and irrevocably a freak !!! She chooses to live and believe in dreams, She has unnatural talent in acting !! This School friend of mine is inspiring me with her speech :) A true straight-on-face friend that she is,


"A boy and girls can't remain Friends for a long time ". A line generally you hear if you say someone that we are just friend or mostly in films dialogue, and if we look around there are lots of examples you can see justifying  the above. But why ? > Why a boy and girls can't be a good friends for a long time ? My mind was debating on this question from so long after one friend of mine told me that he has stopped talking to her, Just because she might think it in other  way ( He may be right to some extent ), and this is not  a surprising things , we generally get such answers in real life .This may sound so amateur answer for you but This is what i understood finally that the major reason is that we are lacking proper orientation attributes in  this relationship . To explain it better let me tell you somethings what  generally happen in real life , some of you might have been experienced it in real life Once a BOY and GIRL become friends and


To me you are stranger Who reside within my heart like an angel Whom I see everyday Meet everyday But just like a stranger About you I know nothing except your name So tell me how I can share With you my smile and tears Being with you I forget all my fear Thoughts of you make me smile Giving enormous joy and divine touch Like whole world in you as such To me you are stranger Who reside within my heart like an angel About you I know nothing except your name I pinch myself that you are not a fairytale I wish to spend my life with you Though moment spend with you are very few Just like drop of dew Spend its life moment on petals of rose But those few fill me with bliss And no amount of word may glorify What your presence signify This is what in life I will miss Because About you I know nothing except your name To me you are stranger Whom I have met in this journey of life Who became Song of my life Chosen by my heart The tune that I think I will hear But


The number of days doesn't count large By number When the last time I saw Your pretty face Your smile full of grace But now the number count Feels to be uncountable It’s seems too long When seeing your face I felt the warm rush of blood Flowing inside me like a flood Too long when the staring silence Has made me so cold Too long when looking into Reflecting pool of your eyes I felt so lost And now I want to feel this again All I want to see you again The number of days doesn’t count large By number When the last time I saw Your pretty face But now the number count Feels to be too long Especially when everyday You're the one i miss When everyday I fail to give exactness to your silhouette Especially now when I have realised It wasn’t that I was waiting for you It is you who started ALL THE WAITING in my life ALL I want to feel  this again ALL I want to see you again I know next time things aren't gon

SOMETIME.. IS 24 x 7 x Till i live..

                                        Sometime I smiled Thinking of your smiling face And every day I wait for a glimpse of it Sometime I worried seeing your woeful face And every time I put a spell on the reason for it And pray for  your better Sometime thinking of you Made me dreamy Sometime thinking of you Make me dreary Your nearby presence Give me reason to cherish In your absence I feel my world is perish Sometime I shiver with ecstasy Remembering …. The warmth Of your first glance And sometime I shiver with fear Of agony of losing you Sometime it feels Months, seasons, years are rolling into decades Waiting for you While sometime it seems Hope becoming sentry of timelessness Hope of one day The same way you will feel Is making the hands of time stand still And this SOMETIME Is SEGMENT Of every moment, of my life


Without you I confess Even at the roof top Listening those pop Seems lifeless, Beatles I don’t know why things Are so much messed I am so much biased Or have I become addicted Of you I don’t have any clue Without you Nothing seems going right My mind remain engaged in fight Always with my heart Even the colorful world seems black and white And everything that passes me Seems flashing like a faint light Or have I become addicted Of you I don’t have any clue Without you This silence Seems a violence And every truth seems a tale In which every word has became pale And every day is like a burning flame Or have I become addicted Of you I don’t have any clue Without you It doesn't matter with whom and where I am Everywhere I find myself alone Like everything has lost and gone Or have I become addicted Of you I don’t have any clue Without you In cold moonless night The distant bright Star that one can

Thought Unspoken

Seeking for you Without any clue Like ones chase their dream Which hasn’t come true? Yes you are my dream untold Don’t know what future hold Hoping somewhere in future ‘We’ stand holding each other hand Where “we” word means more Than “I” and “You” Somewhere where walking on path of air I can see your face everywhere Somewhere where togetherness Fills our world With the Joy and love That’s flow from our heart seeing above Lilting the lamp of life in each other heart With a glow that we follow That speak a language that we know Yeah that’s a thought unspoken Or my imagination I can’t figure that out But it’s a feeling deep inside Which always poke me like a tide Yes you are my dream untold Which I want to hold back In my life as you are in my thought In my heart and eye Yes you are completing the Greatest story which is incomplete Story which ‘we’ will write In which our love Is the most important part Just waiti

SITTING beside HER !

How does it feels to sit beside someone for the first time, someone whom you love and  knowing that this may not gonna to happen again,and Living in a hope to have a mutual feelings ??..                                 One day he sits beside her The one who is his first love and crush But unlike him his heart didn't hush So he tried to smoke his feeling Tried to sit quietly Sometime looking over his right Trying to get his Angel Sight But soon Smoke of his feelings Started to burn him from inside And He started to lose his strength to fight With his own desire, Desire to sit beside her Not just for Today or for Sometime But up-to the end of his life time Desire To look into her reflecting eyes where he always gets lost Eyes that always seems inviting But soon his fight with His own desire Started making him fragile Giving pain that has no name So he silently walked away nor because he feared Or he didn't have any Word to say that day Because i

Your Mysterious Eyes

The eye behind those spectacles Caught my eye I don’t know how Nor do why But those bird eye Made my heart fly I wish I could Ask you a question Will your heart join mine, Into the mid morning sky? There is nothing On earth as eye catching nor do anything that can thought to be matching Especially when it has become cause, Of turning my heart into a lake Filled with marvelous felling, And that’s the pleasure, Worth is beyond measure. But those eyes are Hiding something Or saying something Something that can be felt Felt within heart And that’s leave me frozen Instead of broken I wish I could Know the answer Of those wonderful eye Which are sometimes shy Don’t know why as if it is speaking some lie I wish I could Ask you a question “ Will you will allow me To glance you forever Or will it will be never .” “I wish I could “


Every day I fail to close my heart For some fervent feelings That I don’t want to feel So every day I am hurt Every day I fall in love with a fairy tale That together we are sailing away Doesn’t matter even if it’s against the gale Onto the crest of a new day Together we are singing aloud our lay Doesn't matter what comes in our way So every day I am hurt Every day i fight back with my desire and wish Wish to see you Desire to be with you So every day i am hurt Every day I had this dream That together we are painting our love With utmost care Breaking the silence that we share Together we are walking thousand miles Forgetting about the start and end line Everything seems quite fine Just like people feel after having a bottle of wine My heart is filled with happiness divine So every day I’m hurt After I wake up As for me world is again blurt


Look what your beautiful eye Are doing They are making fool of me So can I request you something Quit playing those eye game As I am really getting tame To your this game And the truth is difficult to frame There is intoxication In your every gaze And its hangover is enough to fade Me into you So can I request you something Quit playing those eye game As I don’t want to be My heart maze This is making me insane As I am really getting tame To your this game And the truth is difficult to frame Look what your beautiful eye Are doing They are making fool of me So can I request you something Quit playing those eye game As I don’t want to Make my heart lame Gaining a pain which has no name Quit playing those eye game Even thou it isn’t my inner scream But I don’t want to get a dream Which will melt like an ice-cream And the truth is difficult to frame So can I request you something Quit playing those eye game Nothing will ever be same As I am really

Feelings I'm Sorry !

Feelings I'm sorry As I'm always in fight With you For making my heart on the loose Without leaving any option Which i can choose I can't stop your deeper growing rout Neither I can let you out Nor do I can express you To one For whom you care the most What if you got treated like a host Because if you will fall behind I can't pick you up And give one more try Feeling I am sorry For pleading you to hush because I don't have any notion How to subdue Your excited commotion tide like flow neither I can keep your given emotion low It becoming difficult to keep you hide But I can't let you out Even you fill me with so much simper and joy What if you got treated like a toy? With whom people will play and enjoy Why don't you subside? Because I can't let you out Nor do I can express you To one For whom you care the most What if you got treated like a host Because if you will fall behind I can't pick you up And give o

I Wish I Could Tell You!

  I wish I could tell you Whenever I see you How really I feel What you really mean To me I wish I could tell you I wish I could tell you The way you make me feel Whenever I see you each day Even if you sit so far away I wish I could tell you I was happily moving alone But now that happiness has gone After the day I saw you Because your eye made Me realize how much fade That happiness can be said I wish I could tell you That even your slender smile Makes me smile too Provoking my heart ripples Unto a warm feeling That runs through my blood Just like a flood I wish I could tell you Someday face to face That you hold a special place Within not only my heart But within me even I wish I could tell you How really I feel I wish I could tell you

I Just Want To Be a Phoenix Bird !

                                            I just want to be a Phoenix bird so that every time i am dumped by fate turning my inspiration dream, confidence, hope in ashes.. I will rise again from the ashes, this time even more stronger , more hopeful, more confident.. I just want to be a Phoenix bird so that every time I sacrifice some little simple word making some wonderful sentence like .. I love you, I miss you, I am falling for you, it grow within me this time even with stronger feeling and bonding.. I just want to be a Phoenix bird... the bird of paradise, born in flame ending in flame swift as light whose spirit never dies

Magician Called LOVE !

A magician moved his magical wand and it touched a boy soul. The movement ceased. She looked at boy, he stared at her. They didn’t spoke a word; and the silence embraced every moment, word failed to create any magic, so silence filled the surrounding Magician moved his magical wand and the color filled Boy life. but that color wasn’t meant to be valued or it was fake, but color didn’t started to fade instead it started showing different emotion shade; but the canvas remained incomplete she looked at boy,he stared at her. they didn’t spoke a word, and between them ,silence that followed Magician moved his magical wand and they became sort of  friend but soon it was mistaken and misinterpreted and the wand fell on the floor made by wrong deception.. so decided  better they stay as strangers to be happy together as magician every spell dazzled boy , so he stood there disturbed ,dazzled closing his eye , hoping everything will disappear. but magician know his tr

Vagabond Thought

this is the 1st blog i tried .. Friends, Emotions, Trust, and Love These 4 words we know from a long time and will know them till the life exists … Because what is more important in life than a Beautiful relationship with the people around us (even the nature) and these 4 words are the basic ingredient of a beautiful Relationship and none of you can deny it. but the things that will change with the time about these 4 words are .. our views, need, amount, forms, and the nature isn’t it ??? I guess here you will agree with me just compare an infant, a child, teenagers, grownup person and old person in this respect. We can learn these 4 words in school like Algebra, History etc, but certainly we don’t learn its true meaning in school Who teaches us about them??? Generally the answer that comes in our mind is that LIFE teaches us about the meaning of these 4 words. Yes life teaches it but Isn’t it some kind of wonder? That we learn the real value of these

My Pain better than my silence

I put my hand in the fire, now I’m burned Obviously my heart will also burn sometime have learned my lesson so I wouldn’t complain I made mistakes but there's no one to blame Knowing there's no way to change, No way to stop the pain That had now taken the Shape of silence within me. I thought that was good for me Now Pain is not there but gone But I never had that clue That this silence Will always make me blue. Now Silence has taken the shape Of amoeba within me, No matter where I go, What I do How happy I am It seems to persist within me And always gush through my mind.


O heart, o heart How did it feel to you? When you have to tell so much Without any words To someone Who is your everyone O heart, o heart How did it feel to you? When the person turns away From you the other way Seeing whom you was once Ignited with a warm feelings Now they become cold to you O heart, o heart How did it feel to you? When your love seems lost And will never return to you But you only have those most Lovely memories inside you O heart, o heart How did it feel to you? When everything rips apart And around you it’s all dark When out of hundred you need only one But that only one has left you all alone O heart, o heart Please answers me

I don’t know the answer

I don’t know what and whom I am searching for On which way I am going What I have gained What I have lost I don’t know the answer On the path of journey Journey of my life Is there someone whom I am missing Or it’s a just a feeling of my lonely heart I don’t know the answer For what I see in dream Do truly they have deep meanings Meaning that are never clear The meanings can hurt Giving scars to heart Will these scars will decorate my life I don’t know the answer I am happy and fine But why my heart isn’t filled With happiness Devine Why I find myself a stranger in mirror even? What had happened to me I don’t know the answer.

Torment for Me

Torment for me People love to see everyone As there fervent wannabe. But being impostor is hard for me Especially when it left A vagabond within me, Vagabond with my thoughts, Vagabond with my dream. It’s a torment for me. It’s a torment for me To hold a conversation When the words aren’t enough Or where words can’t explain My feelings, my thought. It’s a torment for me To hold a conversation Where Words bite even Without teeth. Rather a silent torment. It’s a torment for me, Where I have to choose Between my mind and heart When both are correct It’s a torment for me, To be in a doubt that Is the person whom I like, Likes me or not Rather a silent torment It’s a torment for me To walk on the path Covered with fog, Without knowing that is We are going to walk together Even. I want it to be forever, With you, knowing 99% probability is never. What about other 01%??? And this % of torment is enough for my dissection.

As it was Nothing Remain

Do you remember the day You left me standing Against the world And lost in your way . Its been so long That I almost forget Then why you not . Even now every time I remember My cheeks got all wets Though for you it’s not the same Decision you made that cold night Not for me but for you was right. And I was left with some fright Fright of being alone again As it was nothing remain Same after the jiffy you left That what I felt. Word heard earlier was same But now its meaning has changed. My entire Dream has stunted Together with that my feelings also blunted. There was time Which for me was felicitous But now time Has changed and icon replaced And our fervent love also changed As it was nothing remain After the jiffy you left Something which never bothered us Seem to devour our hearts today The tenderness which clung of love Is left far, far away And when I turn my head Look back to watch again The iron foundation of our relations I found nothing bu