TANGLED VIBES

Walking thru the wintertime when the stars all shine I had seen the sunshine perhaps that was smile on your pretty face that always fooled me as i fell for an eye that played a game out the name that used to make me glad has now painted me black and now I'm backstepping Because I want you to stay as an angel of my life So now I'm backstepping to left all these things behind to melt everything of you inside my mind So now I'm backstepping to stop you to seep in thru my blinds to erase you off my mind even one time Words that has fallen thru me Is trying to reach you out what will it take to make it a count?  Captured by smeared kohl of your eyes controlled by the beautiful lies thought someday you will be mine and will stay forever with time and now I'm backstepping because I want you to stay as an angel of my life so now I'm backstepping to left all these things behind to melt everything of you inside my mind So now ...

Idealism is something that never crossed my mind,you see All of us want to be the ideal one. But what i see is Idealism is full of deceit and doubt. You might be feeling that i talk too much of riddles but Have you ever doubted when someone confessed hatred ? .. But surely you doubt when they Confess about Love.Have Love being the pure then why such an doubt, you can think that we never doubt about love of our parents ,but are you sure ? . When you ask what is the best feeling of the world? some say "when someone confess about love",or "when you see yours parents happy because of you" and may be it vary from person to person. But When you draw a circle for something you don't know what have you missed outside of the circle can be something you can't ever imagine. Trapping oneself in a circle is what i hate. But with the doubt how can Love be the best feeling. (Just for example All of us talk about "Mahabharat" and "Ramayan" but One ...

When I woke up, I had no idea that the world around me had changed. The ceiling of my house was yellow! That’s the color I hate. A blaring noise almost made me jump out of my bed, I looked outside and I was terrified to see that I was at least 100 meters above the ground. I have always been afraid of height, the blurry view of the ground through the translucent glass made me giddy. I tried to look away but I couldn’t, something shiny caught my attention .I didn’t know what it was, I kept looking at it. “That is the hypnostone”  The voice had me out of my transcendental state. I turned around to face the ugliest creature I had ever seen. I almost shivered looking at the upturned horns and mask, moreover it smelled of sulphur.  My mind went on a rollercoaster of questions. My head started throbbing; a sharp pain shot through my head .I could see nothing, nothing at all. The last thing that I saw was a sly grin on the creature’s face and him lunging forward. I don’t k...

Which one is better Love marriage or Arrange marriage? The most the time the answer that I have heard from people or read is generally biased towards either one of them. Two swords cannot be placed in the same sheath so is the case of Love marriages or Arrange marriages now days. Whether you keep one or two sword in one sheath it still kills peoples, so either it’s a Love marriage or Arrange marriage they make ‘ I ‘ and ‘ YOU ’  an ‘ US ’ then why we see the both with different eyes? And in this process we actually have forgotten the actual meaning of Marriages. Ask anyone the two general contradicting words about them you will listen that  “ Love marriages is an outcome of modernization and western culture so it’s not good as compared to Arrange marriage which reflect our culture and the family from which he or she belongs to  or Love Marriage gives you a fair chance to know your partner well before getting married unlike Arrange marriage hence a better decision you...

..and an Unedited Scribbling from a dairy page .... They were introduced by chance & not by choice. He fell for her, everybody knew, including her! She too, developed feelings for him but never spoke because he had nothing in him she wanted in her life-partner. It was silence bond between them; they liked bumping into each other eyes but cannot accept the fact that they love each other. It wasn’t that the boy didn’t take the initial, the moment he did it was soon overtaken by the some reason still unknown to him. He still has feelings for her but now it is there with the thousand knots. They say Love is much more than the ego boundary and they never get over their ego. He is still moving but now he is living a life dissected between his mind and heart.  "Everything is Fair  in Love and War " it no longer seems to be true to him. Have it been the case he should not have been hurt by her step and now he understood why people say so" After someone Hurt you Relation...

Have I ever told you I always hear your Footstep in my silence Or whenever I am alone  Day after day I am falling more for you No matter how far you go whatever you do I will be here  Waiting for you that forever too... Have I ever told you I want to see you that for forever  As I can't take my eyes of you No matter how much I try And that's true No matter whatever it takes Or how many times my heart breaks Because even falling for you It feels as if I am flying I will be here Waiting for you That forever too..

Its been ten year  Since the last time I felt  That pain Pain of rubbing ashes on my chest Ashes of my dear Indians Ashes of the believes " UNITY IN DIVERSITY " Of all those Millions Who's life changed that day Loved one lost ! killed! Left away. Those were the things I heard about Read about but never ,ever  Thought realized about long before that day. It's been so long When I walked far far away from the streets  That was screamed in red Blood And now even after ten year These thoughts agitate me  Such that I almost forget myself here Either I am dead , or my watch has stopped Its been ten year Since the last time I cried And now there is nothing Which I can feel, Nor anthing which I can fear  Even my tears have dried Its been ten year and now I have walked far far away  P S :-  The photo above is clicked during the Godhra riots in 2002 .